Tuesday, September 28, 2004
/10:28 PM
its always times like this when i asked myself if i made the right choice. should i have heeded my doctor's advice. maybe it'll be better now. but i'll never know some poeple. hockey has made my hand worse.its an old injury. there's no cure. i can only take pain killers to stop the pain. but thats only temporary. no over exerting no over writing. but i didnt listen. i had no choice. i had to study. but now the pain is back. once again tormenting me. i dont know how to cope with it anymore because the pain has been quite often this year. it never was like this before. my doctor blames it on my stubborn attitude. because i insisted on joining hockey. but i never regretted. and i never will. but the question comes next. how am i going to survive 2 more years with hockey and more studies. why couldnt it be my left hand. perhaps i should start learning how to write with my left hand. yes. i shall after the exams. then hopefully it'll be better. the pain just has to come back during the examination period. why couldnt it be some other time. perhaps its a test on my endurance. i will perservere because i cannot afford to screw up any more papers. my CA results were horrendous.
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